You walked lightly into my life
Captivating and lovely to my mind,
At first, I never cared who you were
Now I don’t know who I am without you,
You kissed me
I felt my world change,
You held me
I heard my heart awaken,
You loved me
And my soul was born anew
You walked lightly into my life
Now my heart knows who you are
And with every breath
And every step
I take down lonely roads,
Your hand is my staff
Your voice is my guide
Your strength my shelter
You’re passion my awakening.
You walked lightly into my life,
And all my pain
You took as your own,
And all my fears
You cast into the sea,
All my doubt
Lost in your eyes,
You walked lightly into my life
And no matter if you choose to stay or go,
My life is forever changed,
Just because you loved me
For a moment in time.
And because I choose
To love you
For the rest of mine.
"i'm longing for you, all the time"
Countdown to 2012.
Sunday, January 1, 2012
1st January 2012! It's a HOT, HOT, HOT BEAUTIFUL Sunday! Yeahh, it's the first day of the year 2012! And i'm on a wonderful brunchh shift (:
Happy New Year to ALL my beloved friends and family! May this 2012 brings all of you a lot, a lot, a lot and a lot of fun, laughter, joy and happiness! YAYY!
Anyway, Countdown 2011 was AWESOMELY Awesome! I welcome the new year with MY Girlfirend! Yes, MYYYYYYYYY gf! Like finally I'm not alone or working- I know right! I did work laaa, but I ended at 10pm. And so it was a dancing-all-night-long night! We were at none other than KuDeTa Club. Hahhh! Dance Dance Dance all night longgggg- my favorite thing to do. I was high with COKE! I did not had much alcohol other than a SIP of Kahlua- cos i wanted to try it? :) LOL! And so the club was packed with peopleeeeeeee, drunk and happy people! We left the club at around 4ishh, almost 5am in the morning :)
HAHHHH! Then gf and I went to our sleeping place for a powerful nap before another shift starts. My awesome gf's shift starts at 7am. Hence, she only had like an hour of sleep? :S Heeeee!
Happy New Year Everyone! xoxo!
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MerryChristmas!
Monday, December 26, 2011
Today is Monday. And it totally feels like a Sunday.
Anyway, yesterday was Christmas! Merry Christmas to all my friends celebrating it this year! Gf and I went to Mother’s workplace for Christmas Lunchh. Oh Roast Beef, you are so yummy. We got our Christmas gifts from Gloriaaaaaaaaa! Yayy! Before going to work, we went to get random goodies for everyone at work. We had like almost 90++ candies, chocolates and other assortments. It was funn going around the restaurant and club giving people little tidbits to make them smile on Christmas Day! YAYY, mission accomplished successfully!
2011 is going to end in a few days time. It has been an ‘Oh, so awesome year’ this year. I’ve been at KuDeTa for almost 11 months. Damn, can’t believe it’s almost a year I’ve stayed up the rooftop of MarinaBaySands. Excellent. Considering that it’s my first full time job- I think I’m doing not too bad. Hehhh!
And I’m going to welcome 2012 with my Awesome Girlfriend this yearrrrrrrr! So excitinggggg. I remembered working on every 31st December for the past few years while others are watching the newyear’s countdown live or on television. Hehhh. If there’s one word to describe 2011- it would be COMMITMENT (: 1. Full-time Staff @ KuDeTa Singapore 2. Full-time Partner with Emeliana Suhaime (((((:
Have a great Monday everyone!
I got a beautiful wallet from YveSaintLaurennnnnnnnnnnn and a pretty clutch from SteveMaddennnnnn. ThankkkkYouuu loveeeeee :D
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LOVEYOU!
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Hello Ladies & Gentlemen :)
I'm at level 57, waiting for GF to end her shift. Since I've got nothing else or left to do until the next morning- I have decided to just visit the blog and shoutout here :)
Anyway, GF was super emo this afternoon after reading my past archives. Hmm. Saying what's past is past may not be enough to assure her and make her feel the way she felt before reading it. I know right. But then again, really- what's past is past. No doubt I used to have things going on with Arab- but that was before I even know her. Everyone has their own past, be it pleasant or not. As for me, what matters is what's happening now and later; not then :)
Yupp yupp. Anyway, I miss Singapore a lot. I've been travelling on my OFF days and leave for the past 6 weeks. God knows when was the last time I visited Orchard Road- or even going for lunch/dinner/ supper without having to go to work before or after the meal. LOL:)
This month has been a wonerful month thus far. Pampered in so many ways alreadyyy. The year's coming to an end. Good luck to all my friends out there.
Pray for me. Pray for us.
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Nothing.
Monday, November 28, 2011
If there's one thing to look forward to, it will be heading to Batam this coming Thursday, 1st December. I seriously need a getaway. I am TIRED. And for some reasons, I feel shitty.
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2009 nightmare returns.
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
I think I should just start blogging again. Like how I used to often do so.
Some people just love interfering into others' life. At times I wonder. Is it because they're so bored that they cannot find anything else to do? Or simply because it's their favourite past time >.<
Hmmm. I am extremely devastated.
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Sayang De :)
Sunday, September 18, 2011
A little more each day :)
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Selamat Hari Raye :)
Monday, September 12, 2011
It's been a hard day's night.
Time flies super fast that it's again, the end of the week. Pretty nice Sunday evening, awesome weather to stay home and cuddle in bed :)
Currently at work, waiting for Miss Emeliana to end her shift and transport at 0145hours.
Oh and anyway, Selamat Hari Raya to ALL my Muslim friends, walau di mana jua kau berada :) Semoga berbahgia di samping keluarga tercinta di bulan yang mulia ini! Sayang semuanya :)
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Pissed.
Monday, August 15, 2011
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Tell me.
Is being sensitive worse than being insensitive?
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Saturday, 13th.
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Hello everyone :)
I’ve got ten million things to tell the whole world with regards to what I’ve been up to.
I’m like a little happy girl whose only problem is what to wear, every morning when she wakes up from sleep. Life has never been better ever since all my problems are settled during the first half of this year.
I’ve decided to stick to one full-time job without any part-time positions at other places. It’s sooo not me, but I think it’s the best solution to have my life fixed in a more organized manner. I realized I need plenty of rest, time to spend with my loved ones. Things isn’t like before when I had to have FOUR part-time jobs at any one time. I thought about it thoroughly, I need to stabilize work with life activities. 10hours a day, five days a week is more than sufficient for me. The rest should be wasted on the necessities like sleep, and love. Yupp yupp!
And of course, for some who has yet to be informed- I have…
The world’s Awesome Girlfriend to be with.
Her name is Emy, and she is incredibly awesome (:
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Funny, no?
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
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Craving Craving Craving :(
Craving for these spectacular buffalowings and all time favourite pizza :(
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Dear God, Please Keep Her Safe.
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
It hurts me to see her in pain :(
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3rd month since 21st.
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Good morning, ladies :)
A lovely Saturday morning to start with. Rainy, awesome, nice weather to snuggle up in bed with the loved ones. But too bad, I've gotta work this awesome morning. But it's alright- going to work means I can have millions of things to look forward to. Maybe not millions, just one. And maybe not something, just someone :)
Oh wells. So, the week has been behaving well since Monday. Nothing disappoint me, at all! I had one of the greatest time with Emeliana on Wednesday evening. From meeting MamaLynn at USQ, followed by dinner at Mount Sophia and then the night at her place. My off days has never been like my OFF day ever since I came to KuDeTa. Like finally. A great evening with one of the most wonderful soul on earth.
And then, HOME. Settling down pretty well. I love my new home. It may not be what I visualized it to be, but again- being with Mama and Papa under one roof just make everything else complete. The younger ones are having their school vacation- and somehow I wished that I too, am able to take a month break from clocking in and out from several systems :)
I wanna go National Museum, Fort Canning, Henderson Park and Woodlands Waterfront with YOU!
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logically immuned.
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Nobody said it was easy, I know.
But seriously- Just what did I do, that I deserve this punishment. Why can't the heart and mind walk hand-in-hand and ensure that matters don't clash among themselves?
I had a bad day. Bad, bad day- after so long guys. I've had enough- really. I am tired of being myself. Tired of being nice to people. People around me.
I was by the Bay- I fell asleep. If papa hadn't called me earlier- I would have continue sleeping by the bay till tomorrow. Mentally exhausted, evilly tortured by the heart, I can just give up on myself at any point of time.
I'm so screwed ah. Why did things end up this way?
Why must life be so complicated?
Why can't the heart be honest?
Again, if it's my fault- I apologise.
But- just, what did i do? that i deserve all these?
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Mentally Tested.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Hello.
Again it's my breakfast shift at the lobby :)
It's freezing like there's no tomorow down here. Anyway, I am feeling kinda irritated by Syed's first WhatsApp message that he sent to me early in the morning, like at 0600hours. I seriously have got no idea as to - what the hell is his problem with me. Addressed me as some sundal shit early in the morning.
Boobooboo. Things have been really mentally challenging for me since the past few days. When the heart and the mind collides when it comes to making decision, I often find myself in despair.
I really hope that God will give me the strength to face all these madness. Seriously, I'm in love with her :)
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What's on your mind?
Saturday, June 4, 2011
EMY SUHAIME :)
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Breakfast!
Friday, May 27, 2011
Hi All (:
Ahahahaha! I know right, it's been ages la since I last came here.
Been really really, extremely and awfully busy with work and my new home. Yippee!
Today I'm like super duper enthu to blog lor. I woke up at 3am in the morning just now~ feeling super excited to go work uhh. Only super idiotic people will be so enthu at 3am! Even mama said that I'm a nuisance in the wee hours. Cos i like practically on all the lights at home and music a full blast. Plus, I was singing loudly while bathing. Heeee :)
I took the first train from Macpherson, and walk all the way to Marina Bay Sands from Promenade MRT station. Nobody would walk, I know. But I jus felt like walking ahh. Just the bridge, the morning air, the highway, flyer and me. So peaceful, so Di (:
I wanna tell the whole world that my life has been splendid, awesome and irresistably fun since I turned 21. Everything felt so complete. Imma one happy soul, drowned in my own world.
Have you had your breakfast, babies?
:)
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If only I can throw those Wedges.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
I feel like punching her face. Idiot, you're lucky that I hae a super duper extremely high level of patience. If i wasn't because of Peter or Clayton- I would have thrown the box of wedges right to your face. Phew. Maybe what Uncle Eddy said is indeed true. I can never get angry for more than three seconds. Hmm. I had a great evening yesterday. Thanks to Muni, Yauyau, my sister and of course, Shaikha. Dinner at Astons is never a disappointment. So full! Finally met my craving to eat the BAKED POTATO (:
After dinner, headed towards Arab Street- the current favourite hang-out venue. Ate pita bread, two pieces of wedges and drink my strawberry tea. I was so UPSET for the past few days. I felt super duper TERRIBLE since days back. Thank God my days were occupied by the nicest people on earth. From Abang to Muni to Shafik and to Shaikha.
After the long sessions of talking, I've finally made up my mind. After today- HE'S NOT WORTH THE EFFORT. I won't hate you. I will still appreciate you- for who you are, for who you have been. I will continue to love you- there's nothing wrong with it, at all. No matter what they say, no matter what happens.
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19th March, 2011
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Heartfelt THANKS to ALL who made my 21st Birthday one of the most memorable day in my life.
I am so touched by the MANY BEAUTIFUL WISHES and GIFTS.
Be it SMALL or BIG presents;
SHORT or LONG wishes;
They are VERY MEANINGFUL (:
Thank you very VERY much for everything. I am still speechless, until this very moment!